Last night I dreamt of you

Last night I dreamt of you, and when I woke up, I was alone as always, I wonder what you're doing, if you're thinking of me, I know you are, but what am I doing without you at this moment, the moment I miss you the most, the moment you're gone, I'll see you later, but my heart beats knowing you exist, I hope this madman can continue to make you happy, and no more damage than I've already caused, because your tears shouldn't run because of me, I should be your cure, your refuge, but after that wound, I feel broken, I destroyed myself, with that pain I've caused you, and I regret it.