Auragraph for A Man Who Says He Has Always Wanted To Be A Woman

I am just being inundated with the most difficult Spiritual tests right now. First a 70 year old man who wanted to know if he had been molested as a kid, then to tell me that his wife is cheating on him and now, this, and I cannot even read the Auragraph, really. Wow. It's a good thing I am doing this by donation.

You have wanted to be a female your whole life, what is in store for you?

You asked me for a message from the Spirit World about what is in store for you. The message is that you have Shadow Work to do – the drawing shows a huge snake about to bite one of the figures in the drawing. You must go within and look deeply into yourself.

Take the risk – not the permanent solution you have decided to a possibley temporary problem, but the risk of looking within yourself for the answer. When the Spiritual Malady is overcome we straighten out mentally and physically. That is the premise I come from. Cause and effect. Cause is in the Spiritual realm, and we are the effect in the physical realm. Whenever something disturbs me, I have to look deep within myself.

As above, so below, as within, so without. The point is that you are dissatisfied. You feel wrong in yourself. So you want to make a change to your physical body physically, and the risk is NO! Make the
change spiritually first and see if that spiritual change will manifest physically to your satisfaction. Do all this work first before taking physical action and see if you get to the bottom of it.

You are obsessively thinking using self-will.

The apple tree gives all that is in it to make a season full of apples to share with the creatures in the field – the apple tree is given freely from the sun and the rain and the nutrients of the soil and it gives birth to apples in the late summer, abundantly, to feed all the birds, and squirrels, raccoons, and people and then the apples that don’t get eaten, fall to the ground and nourish the soil – does the apple tree wonder if it should have been an orange tree? No! It is self-less – it gives without thought of it’s own reward. The humans gather the apples up and sell them – to other humans – but in the cycle of Nature everything has it’s right purpose and it’s right actions – it is only in civilization where people have lost sight of what we are doing here and we get all caught up in ourselves and what we want – instead of serving God and our fellow man and woman – when we put our focus on others – it takes us out of ourselves and our lives get taken care of for us by The Creator.

Intuition and Sex – your intuition is urging you to seek – you have not yet gotten the operation – and Sex – are you a man who wants to become a woman but still wants to be with a woman? If that is the case then it points even more toward something other than to follow that urge – you are a man – I assert that there is more going on here than meets the eye.

The drawing – shows a man dreaming. You are the man dreaming. And you have a big heart in the dream. There is a demon in the dream kneeling before your heart – eating it. There is another man above you touching your face with a finger that turns into a snake that is about to bite him or you...and he is touching your face with the finger that is the snake’s tail...

I pulled some more cards – and 3 of the same cards showed up again… but also “knowledge, Spiritual Burden, and openness” - Knowledge is about getting out of yourself and finding out what is going on in the world and what your contribution to that might be – Spiritual Burden suggests that this situation that you have is in fact a spiritual one – hence, if you decided to become a woman – you would be taking that Spiritual Burden with you – because it has to be delved into and overcome… and openness - keep an open mind. There may be more than one reason why you feel like you should be female.

I am going to recommend Meditation and Prayer

Direction for Meditation and Prayer
The solution is that you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you, because you will always know what to do when you have an obsession of the mind and don’t know what to do - because you will be guided by a Power greater than you that has your best interest in mind
for the Highest Good of all concerned.

A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. Start with a few minutes of silent meditation in the morning and at night - and increase it as you can. You can count backward from 25 and try to see the numbers in your head- this will block other thoughts from coming in. The purpose
of meditation is to get out of the ego self and into the observer self so that you are no longer attached to ideas that you believe are real… and you can get into the silence - this does take practice. Yoga can
help with this as well. Breathing into your stuck points in your body while doing a stretch can help you find mental silence.

Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - and it requires practice to become a working part of your life - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation?
Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions. Practice at the grocery store when standing in front of the bread isle – there are so many choices - God, what kind of bread should I buy? and then pause and wait to see which bread seems right. It takes practice. The finite mind is not going to want to give up it's status as the ruler - so it might be confusing and frustrating but the more you practice the more it will become a working part of the mind...

Even making mistakes shows you are trying and you will get great rewards
from that -

Acknowledging these miracles - by writing them down - makes them more and more believable - not something to be brushed off as "coincidence" - or not even noticed -

In addition the shadow work that you need to do – if you meditate and pray for an answer or a way to do that work – you will be guided to it.

Talisman – I am going to make you a temporary talisman because so many people just don’t contact me back to get the talisman which is the way out of the predicament.

“Divine Intelligence reveals to me the answers to all my questions.”