Say it, but differently

There's times I have trouble saying what I feel; I guess maybe my life's happenings caught up and caused me to close up a little, trust less. Maybe also, it's that I'm afraid my thoughts and emotions won't come out right in words, the words I say won't express the depth of feeling properly. Maybe I'm a little unsure of how they'll be received? All contemplations that don't really belong on the blockchain I guess; suffice it to say, that sometimes I think it's best to say it, but differently.

This week I thought I'd share a few tracks I've sent to my girl over the last year or so to pass on a message of thought or emotion and to say something I felt my words would be inadequate or unable to say.

The first is, Details. It's a cool track and describes how I feel and what I see when I look at here pretty well. I've liked this song for a little while now but I like it more when applied to my girl-person.

Next is a song called, Golden which I ran into a short time ago. It's got a nice beat, nice words and sort of conveys a feeling of love, desire, lust, comfort and happiness and other such legit things I feel because of my girl.

This is a classic from a little while ago and one I sent to my girl for a particular reason which I'll not be divulging here. Cosmic Girl is a bit out there, not a love song I think, but funky and with the moment I had in mind when I sent it to her it was ideal.

I've established that music is a large part of my life and this is simply one more way it adds value and provides for a better life. I work on saying what I feel, my emotions, daily and sometimes do it really well, but when things aren't flowing as I'd like I know I can turn to music to say it, but differently.